The unapologetic diary of raw loss:

BYE FOR NOW, P.J. is a collection of letters I wrote to my son after his death—words I needed to survive an impossible reality. I didn’t look for escape in pills or alcohol; I wrote the things I never got to say. This isn’t a gentle how-to. It’s an uncensored, raw account of losing a cherished relationship. If you’re navigating abandonment or sudden tragedy, these pages are more than my story—they offer a blueprint for moving from shattered to steady. For the wounded who are done waiting for “better” and ready to begin building it.